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Hello love,
My name is Sydney Scruggs and I am so honored to share my story with you so that it may inspire and empower you to unshackle yourself from your limiting beliefs, patterns and stories.
"I am but a Friend, here to help you remember who you are. I am but an Ally walking with you, side by side, hand in hand, heart to heart. I am but a sister who loves you deeply. I am but a humble student of the way, the truth and the Life. A vessel that has been cracked open enough to allow a fraction of God's light to pour through. I am but a steward of this light that pours through my heart, bound in sacred agreement to let it flow freely. This service is a way in which I honor that agreement." -Sydney
My Story
My spiritual journey started in 2013 with my first awakening experience when my sister passed away. This was preceded and followed by traumatic events and a very unstable upbringing.
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By 15, my mental health was in the gutter. I was suicidal with daily panic attacks, persistent addiction to drugs and self harm, endless dark nights of the soul, etc.
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In 2018 I began to look for answers on how to get out of my own personal hell. I went to ecstatic dances, community events, workshops, seminars and holistic health fairs. I listened to hundreds of hours of Ram Dass lectures, satsangs, christ teachings and any ‘spiritual’ video I could get my hands on. I dropped into some amazing communities and felt what it was like to be held by others.​
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Eventually, in 2022, I found plant medicine. Or more like the plants found me. This time not in a party setting but in true ceremony. I was miraculously guided to sit with master healers whom I now study under.
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This was the start of my journey with initiations and trainings. I now have over 500+ hours of intensive training and initiations with various sources and paths from Possibility Management, the Shipibo-Conibo Lineage, Christ Teachings, and more.
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I have sat and wandered. I have cried myself into countless puddles of snot, and I have laughed myself into blissful heaven. I have felt aloneness and pure fellowship. I have been to hell and have tasted truth. My mind has seen extreme chaos and darkness & peaceful, silent stillness. I have studied, searched, pleaded, prayed, and prayed some more.
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My journey of discovery, learning, and evolution will never be complete, but I am here, showing up, listening to the call, and following with undoubting feet. I don’t have all the answers, nor will I ever. But I do have experience. Experience in hell and heaven alike. I have gathered tools, equipped my medicine bag, and remembered Love.
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I wish to share all of this with you all. It is time to begin. Thank you for receiving me as I receive you. All of us is welcome here.
Disclaimer
Sydney Nicole Scruggs provides faith-based psychosomatic counseling that integrates spirituality, faith, and mind-body principles for personal well-being. This service is not a substitute for professional mental health care, medical treatment, or psychotherapy.
Sydney Nicole Scruggs is not a licensed mental health provider or medical professional. Services offered do not constitute licensed therapy, diagnosis, or medical advice. If you require mental health support, please seek assistance from a licensed professional.
Sessions focus on spiritual and personal growth. Any guidance provided is for informational and supportive purposes only. Participation is voluntary, and you may discontinue at any time.
Contact
It would be an absolute honor to serve you!
Let's connect.
IG: @theintegratedwoman